The other day, I became an old man again.
At this age, birthdays are unusually strong. .
For the past week, I've been feeling depressed and thinking about life.
I know that even if I think about it, nothing will change. Hey, if you have time, enjoy the moment! That's the story.
I've always been bad at socializing, and I'm kind of fed up with the current social networking situation, so I'm grateful for that...
On the contrary, I felt a sense of emptiness.
So, when I went to the gym as usual,
When passing the pass, if it's your birthday, Jim's music will play for a few seconds, something like "Pappi Birthday".
The moment I passed the ball, everyone looked at me, and I was thinking, "???"
This is because I was always listening to my own music so intensely that I couldn't hear any outside sounds. .
So, as I was walking fast,
"Congratulations"
said,
"yeah???"
“Today is your birthday, right??”
“Why do you know that? ! ! ! ! ”
It became.
When I asked them carefully, I realized that they had introduced such an annoying system.
Inadvertently, everyone who was there at the time congratulated me. .
Hmm.
I don't want to celebrate! ! !
I feel like I'm going to die from anxiety about the way I live my life and the future.
Generally speaking, it's congratulatory, and I'm glad that we were able to celebrate this day again this year.
Congratulations. I really understand that. .
When I have a weak sense of gratitude, I tend to become depressed.
Furthermore, this year was full of serious falls. .
It's bottom! ! ! To the extent that
After opening again, on my way home, I stopped by the old man at the sandwich shop.
I said to myself, ``Today is my birthday,'' and received a cake.
I made a reservation to go to a resto with a friend that night, and wrote in the notes section that it was my birthday party.
(Stunningly, there was nothing...)
Every year, this year! ! ! ! ! I am enthusiastic, but
Don't get discouraged, this year! ! ! ! ! ! I am enthusiastic.